for how long, have i not posted? a few days. (: oh well. all went terrible for me tday. well. at first.
firstly. i have trgn from monday TO saturday. and i've absolutely NO TIME to study for common tests etc. therefore. today i'm gna flunk my science and math. i dunno. =/ afterall. all's not as impt as studies. and i dont wish to fail anth. i really hope not. sigh. i did not study till ytd. when i studied for 1and a half hours! omg. how am i gna score! -.- and today. i couldnt keep my eyes open during CE. basically, i couldnt keep my eyes open for the whole day. but somewhat i've become immune to the feeling such that i could. (contradicting?) =.= and the REWARD for all this? eyebags. WONDERFUL. seriously. -.- ugh.
i wanna quit! join av! =x nah. STAND STRONG. what's more. i cant quit now, at this impt period of time. next, vball had surprise test? to choose main 15 or sth.
well. opening was crap for me. and so was spiking. -.- jl gave me easier balls to receive. chantal said so. hm. think so? yeh. could tell. if not if i had like the others' standards, i'd get probably a single digit. maybe none. =x okay. crap. hm. i lost to aina 5-2. LOL. i was cold after that. i mean, literally. hm. he's gg home to calculate the overall %. and choose. hm.
lx went home. he allowed. seon could too. after gym. but raining. did not. these sorta got me thinking and irritated. i thought "how bt me? i'm also tired, alright!!!" i dunno. they say i never tell him. okay and so, conclusion: my fault. hha. (: but... he knows! since sec 1~ he used to call lx and i 'track de'. PLEASE?! =/ but nvm. whether he knows anot. give me the chance to skip trgn anot. i shant. cause i need a stand in the team first. (: even after i know where i stand. i shall not slack. vball is almost everything to me! after studies, that is. (: ahh. i'm so crap!
hm. and so went home. some ppl started kicking some poor
FREAKY, SLIMY, DISGUSTING snail!
DANCED- 7:30 PM